So before I decided this journey of positivity was something I personally wanted to venture into, I did some research. Everyday I will post my progress, phycologists exercises, and inspirations daily. I found myself over the summer in a rut. I found myself being so used to disorder and after all the experiences we had that I didn't understand how to take advantage of when things are going good. I was staying home with my babies as I've always wanted. My husband was working overtime. I needed to do something other than parks and peanut butter sandwiches. So after my husband lost his job, I got active. This motivated me in a way I have never felt before. To get up and to see what my home state that I love enough to come back to (after everywhere we had been) has to offer. So I got a job and it was amazing. I stilled found myself complaining and upset. Then it happened, a person who I had known for years decided that talking to me wasn't making her happy anymore. I cannot say I blame her because what I was doing, was something she had done for years. I had no reason to hate my life, no reason to feel alone, and yet I still felt unfulfilled. I didn't know what I fully wanted out of life. Everything I wanted I had achieved. It took me a lot less time to start a family than I imagined it would. Now I've come to realize that being around negative people in negative situations had taken a toll on my mind, my body, the way I took care of myself. I started exercising and that helped but I still felt tired. When the new year came I made an inspiration. This year I am going to become a more positive person. Not for anyone else, not to keep people in my life, or to prove someone wrong, but for myself because I deserve it.
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We Love The BabiesThis page is to bring you along my journey to find positivity and harmony. Its started as a 30 day challenge to learn more about ones self and how to truly take care of yourself. To take care of others, you have to be able to take care of yourself. Instead of a 30 day challenge I'm turning this into a year of positivity and the journey we venture to find what truly matters in this world. It is important as a mother to show children positivity can be found everywhere and anywhere. It starts with right now, and right here! Archives
September 2014
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